am a everyday kind of guy trying to make his mark , stake his claim , and live life as best he can , I work hard play hard , and will love hard if given the chance ! ONE OTHER THING i AM SINGLE GUY YES i THINK ABOUT SEX 90% OF THE TIME BUT CAN KEEP IT IN CHECK, sh*ti HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR 7 YEARS BY CHOICE , AND YES THAT ALSO MEANS i HAVE NOT HAD ANYTHING INTAMITE FOR THAT LONG AS WELL!

Not Understanding , is the 1st step to understanding to that which you do not understand!

The 1st step is usally the hardest step, once taken others just seem to fall into line!


To Know Me...


To know me
Is to know darkness
Look into my eyes and see
Mirrors of reflected pain
Emptiness where my heart should be

To know me
Is to know sadness
Draining me
Every waking moment
Until it sleeps

To know me
Is to know loneliness
Detaching me
Dwelling in the shadows
Dying in my eyes

To know me
Is to know fear
A demon that never dies
I fight it all the time
Falling deeper into darkness

To know me
Is to know hopelessness
Dreams I've let go
Visions I no longer see
Slowly fade from my memory

To know me
Is to know strength
As I make it through
Each dark day
And live to tell the story

By Jay Basey © 2005

J M. Basey




To know Beauty


To know Beauty
Is to know you,
Freezing fog
Thunderclouds
Lighting flashes,
To Know Beauty
Is to know you
Full moon reflected on Walden's Pond
The last swim of the season, icy cold
Eagles soaring overhead,
To Know Beauty
Is to know you
Free climbing, holding on for dear life
Windy fingers try to pull
You off the face of the earth.
The view from
The top of Mt. Washington
To Know Beauty
Is to know you
The shape of your eyes
The curves of your lips.
Our last kiss.
To know beauty
Is to know you.
My life my love
My everything
Te quiero más que el aliento de la vida
I love you more than the breath of life.
To know Beauty
is to Know You

Tony Fiona

The will to live overpowers my fears


I’m dead to the world
A forgotten soul begging to be set free
My eyes so bold to cry bloody tears
My heart so dead I can’t hear it beat
The lust for survival is strong
And it burns in my blood
My scream has been muffled
And my words still unspoken
The darkness has become a new found friend
And the wings made by shadows hold me high
The fear drowns my eyes and my heart bursts
Feel my pain and come consume my love
Kiss away my life and steal all hope from me
I never needed it anyway? What faith is there to dream?
What god is there to pick up my body from the pool of blood?
The daggers fully attached to my back now
The blood just trickles as it pleases
So never dose a day pass by were I don’t feel the burden
Of a regretful past that haunts my days
Condemn me from the light and throw me to the knives
You’ll even help me spill a little more blood
Cut my wrist for me to show me how it’s done
My eyes pled for a savior but all I got was a sinner
Compelled by my will to live with in this world
Intrigued with my will to keep fighting the pain
Your sinister lies and manipulative smile
Won’t make me move to your side
I’ll push you away and heal my self alone
Because I fear the power you hold in your hands
Thrust your knife into my soul and glow as I fall
Your eyes glitter with the thirst for blood
But I pull your hands away from me
My skin is bruised my body damaged
But the wounds all ready start to heal
So take away the burdening chains and leave me to die
My heart is broken but I’ll carry on and live to see another day
You were a devastated love and tortured by your fate
Don’t drag me with you, oh sun of sorrow
I was not the one to betray your emotions
So seek revenge on the one who destroyed you
And leave my forgotten soul be set free

Kellyn, A Grau


The Guardian

Someone to hold someone to kiss some one I can be passinate with, someone who will do the same for me