So as you can see, the buzzcut I usual have, then forgive the smirk, really nothing special as I wrote and me doing my sidejob with a calendar to prove it is me and date.
Some lines I did delete here, probably misunderstood/languidebarrier etc.
I did find God not too long ago so all I want now is peace and if that is possible a small family. I am no zealot but I take being christian serious.
Whatever you like to know just ask me, cannot fit everything in here.
Oh and goodly 20 years no sport, I am really out of shape and need to work on that(I know I cannot "sell what if" but you have the right to know.
EDIT: Final update from my side.
I still do not understand this ammount of interrest but atleast it is flattering, thank you all.
So far I really tried reading every letter, look at the profile to then get as mutch information as I could and then reply individual to each and every one.
I made even a mistake, I should have started from the end and work my way through, my bad so my appologys if someone is still waiting.
I hoped the pictures would also turn this ammount down, not 24 hours later and there are !3! new pages with letters....sry Ladies, at this rate I cannot reply to everyone as I wanted too. I cannot sit here every day for ~9 hours and not even making a dent.
SO, allow me to point a few things out to clear some things up and to make things easier for you as well.
1-At any given time, you find someone better go for it ladies, life is not waiting for no one.
2-As christian, I do not care how many men you were with before, if you have kids or even witch profession you had.
But the one thing that is(no matter how mutch we may fit) an emidiat no is a divorce. To my knowledge before God you are still married, no can do.
3-I do not care if you are agnostic or you have a different religion. I will respect that but respect mine as well, fair?
4-I do not care about race either or if you are taller, you have to live with that as well as my age.
However, REALLY think about this for a minute in all consequences in your own interrest.
The only reason I thought about someone maybe up to mid 30's because I still kling a little to maybe having own kids but that is no must.
5-There is a reason there is only 1 captain on a ship, only 1 set of reigns...tried it mutually and failed.
So if you are not willing to follow my lead forget it.
I will always listen to you, even want to hear your opinion but when I made a decision, do not even argue any longer please.
If you would be the bread winner I may even work for you but I would still be your husband, never forget that.
So, can you follow or do you need to be in charge? You may be positivly surprised but either you can trust me or not, only question.
6-I am no knight in shiny armour, no hero, not even a good man. I really try to be a good man but noone is perfect.
So incase I fail I try to make up for it and if I failed you in any way you can even slap me if warrented but maybe try do this in privat please.
7-I will always respect my woman(except 1 thing I may do but that I tell you) but as above, that goes 2 ways 😉
8-I am really just an ordinary guy, working class if you so will, no hidden riches(with all due respect).
9-When I wrote simple life, I ment that.
Now, I am alot of things but not an idiot. So if I have to compromise my goal to make things work I will.
But before you consider me, just to get the picture try to imagine somewere far out/off grid. Simple house, garden etc.
Imagine that with all consequenzes for a time. You REALLY could live like that?
As I wrote, will not be that remote but I truly want a simple life as mutch as possible.
Leave that phone at the entry and no matter what you wear for work etc, please remove your make up when you come home. I want my wife, not some mask/persona we humans sometimes play in our regular lives.
And under NO circumstances will I even try to compete with your phone/media etc. If these things have a higher priority in your life then your man or family, seek someone esle!
10-As bad I may am, as christian for example...GOD is still number 1 to me.
You can at best be number 2!
Let this sink for a minute and think about that for a minute before continuing.
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If that was not to your likeing please leave me be. If it is NOT enough to be my second highest priority in life right after the almighty I cannot help you.
11-I have a plan, need to get my things sorted out and will work on doing my thing. If I find someone there offcourse will be compromises but, I first want to know something about you.
I have no desires to rush things and even though I agree, meeting in person is important, do not expect me to jet around the globe left and right.
So, I tell you all you want to know and kindly do the same.
Also, be honest for our both sake. I only have 1 shot and I do not intend on missing.
There are no desires from my side to just have some fun and I do not intend to keep you in a loop forever. Just kindly give me some time, fair?
If not, there is always the first statement 😉
12-I know german and english(french I luckily got out of my systhem),
have all driving license except bus(including tanks) and driven on almoust all terrain by every weather.
Worked in a hospital, served 8 years, became a motorcycle mechanic, drove trucks and currently have a sidejob in a cornerstore as "salesman".
Used to love driving motorcyles and cars..in Germany...do I have to paint the picture? 😁
However, no more interrest in these things. No more fast 'n furious 😛
I still get chills hearing a big block, but I'm good.
I want to get back into archery if I have time, traditional archery/intuitive shooting. To old for horse archery but hey, nice hobby and should help me to focus.
I loved listening to rock and heavy metal as well as classical music. Loved to read but I haven't in a long time with one exception.
Nowadays I do not care about the music style, more if I like the song. If you can sing, I'll listen to you all day 😁
Do not care about most movies today, new movies are mostly garbage in my opinion but hey, I am just a dinosaur at the end.
There are some good classics so to speak but hey, we will see.
13-I probably forgotten to mention some things but you can always ask about anything you like.
14-I did not always had the most healthy of life, smoked and as a german I do like drinking a beer once a while but I am no alcoholic. There are dishes I love, simple like my german grandmother used to do and I am also interrested in whatever my wife may have in her repertoir.
No world class cook but I can make something things.
15-To round this up, you decide if there is anything you like about me but I do the same with you...for reasons you may not even know. Cause I will never stand in the way of someones dreams/wishes/goals.
I am not the best you can find and there are things I have locked up inside, hope I can keep these things there but that will not always work. I will tell you/confess that before things get really serious and can only hope you still can
accept me.

Lastly, there are no women here I would under other circumstances "push out my bed",no matter your age or other things. I am the one seeing so mutch(atleast physical) beauty here.
But I cannot marry all and before I forget, I am no fan of tattoos or alot of metal on/in your body. With all due respect, you want metal serve and catch a few shrapnells...atleast you earned them then. As for tattoos, if it isn't too mutch maybe and just to be clear:
if you were a Maori woman, you could be tattooed hairline to the bottom of your feet I would not mind.
Different reason I am no fan, can you guess?
Ok, alot of words but hey, trying to be honest, tell you what you need to know and even though I can be silent and alone for quite some time I also love to talk, long and deep if I have someone to do that.

Again appologies for changing my approach from now on, just too mutch to handle otherwise and God bless you all and in any case, just being considered by anyone of you is already more then I deserve.
Stan

Everybody is different so I am just looking around and trying to see if I can find anybody "crazy" enough to be with me
whom I find interresting and would be interrested in a relationship. 😃
As christian that would lead to marriage hopefully, so I am only looking for something serious till death does us apart. Just a peacefull and simple life somewere nice, that is all I want, trying to be a better person then I was before.